I'm fat today. Really,I'm so fucking fat today!It doesn't make sense, I didn't gain any, and I didn't loose any.But I'm fat.So, that's a perfectly good reason not to eat today! I'm gonna go to the gym in an hour or so, when i got dressed *still in pyjama's!* And after that, I'm gonna but caffeine pills.
They say caffeine speeds up your metabolism, so we'll see :D I just hope I can loose about 5lb this week. My mom is freaking me out, she's on top of everything I (don't) eat, and she thinks I'm vomitting everything i eat...Rigt, I do vomit everything I eat, but that's not for her to know! Anyway, I'm gonna get dressed now, and then on my way to the gym..Burn cals Burn!!! Muhahaha!
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This makes me extremely sad. Stop punishing yourself. The world is beautiful and you know it, and so are you. Thin and starving is not beautiful. So many people are thin and starving because they are forced to. Stop fabricating this in your head, and snap yourself back to reality. Because it's beautiful, and so are you. You deserve better. You are human. Human life can be beautiful, if you let it.
this is extremely saddening to read. but people need to realise that telling one to "snap back to reality" or to "stop fabricating this in your head" is not how you help someone with anorexia. perhaps to see the real effects of anorexia you need to have a near death experience. or lose someone extremely close to you. i have had both happen. i lost a close friend to anorexia, and i almost lost myself. I know it is hard to read this sort of stuff, but anorexia is a voice inside ones head. it isnt really them. it is like a disembodied spirit, looking for someone to prey on. fyi, reality is not beautiful. it is shit. shit shit shit. yes one may deserve better, but writing it in a comment isn't going to change much. i am sorry to steal your thunder, but I am just stating facts
Your so funny how you did the Muahahaha xD xD I always use Muaahah... People like you, that make a smily face make me feel less guilty of what I'm doing for some reason.. :)
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